TheLivingTombstone-It's been so long

Verse 1:

I dunno what I was thinking,Leaving my child behind,Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind

With all this anger, guilt and sadness,Coming to haunt me forever,I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river,

Is this revenge I am seeking,Or seeking someone to avange meStuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free

Maybe I should chase and findbefore they'll try to stop itIt won't be long before I'll become a puppet

Chorus:

It's been so long,Since I last have seen my sonlost to this monsterto the man behind the slaughter

Since you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother

Verse 2:

I wish I lived in the presentWith the gift of my past mistakesBut the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

Your sweet little eyes, your little smile,is all I rememberThose fuzzy memories mess with my temper

Justification is killing meBut killing isn't justifiedWhat happened to my son, I'm terrified

It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there.

Chorus:

It's been so long,Since I last have seen my sonlost to this monsterto the man behind the slaughter

Since you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother